Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus
Album: THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT(2024)
Your hologram stumbled into my apartment
你的全息影像跌进我房间
Hands in the hair of somebody in darkness
黑暗中指尖轻抚过谁的发梢
Named Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus
无论叫克洛伊 山姆 还是苏菲亚
And I just watched it happen
而我只能眼睁睁看着一切发生
As the decade would play us for fools
岁月如戏将我们愚弄
And you saw my bones out with somebody new
而你看见我带着新欢招摇过市
Who seemed like he would've bullied you in school
那个曾在校园里总爱欺负你的男孩
And you just watched it happen
而你只是冷眼旁观
If you want to break my cold, cold heart
若你想融化我冰冷的心房
Just say, "I loved you the way that you were"
就让我说 爱的是你最初模样
If you want to tear my world apart
若你想将我的世界粉碎
Just say you've always wondered
就承认你一直心动
You said some things that I can't unabsorb
你说过的话 我无法抹去
You turned me into an idea of sorts
你让我变成心头的幻影
You needed me, but you needed drugs more
你需要我 却更离不开那药瘾
And I couldn't watch it happen
我无法眼睁睁看着一切破碎
I changed into goddesses, villains, and fools
我化身女神 反派 或小丑
Changed plans and lovers and outfits and rules
计划变 情人换 衣衫改 规矩乱
All to outrun my desertion of you
拼命逃离 却逃不过辜负你的心
And you just watched it
而你只是冷眼旁观
If you want to break my cold, cold heart
若你想融化我冰冷的心房
Just say, "I loved you the way that you were"
就让我说 爱的是你最初模样
If you want to tear my world apart
若你想将我的世界摧毁
Just say you've always wondered
就承认你一直心动
If the glint in my eye traced the depths of your sigh
若我眼中微光 能读懂你叹息的深长
Down that passage in time
时光隧道尽头
Back to the moment I crashed into you
回到与你相遇的瞬间
Like so many wrecks do
像无数沉船般坠落
Too impaired by my youth
年少轻狂蒙蔽了双眼
To know what to do
明白该往哪走
So if I sell my apartment
若我卖掉这间房
And you have some kids with an internet starlet
你和网红生了个孩子
Will that make your memory fade from this scarlet maroon?
这抹深红能否让你遗忘从前
Like it never happened
仿佛从未发生
Could it be enough to just float in your orbit?
在你轨道漂流 是否就已足够
Can we watch our phantoms like watching wild horses?
我们能否像看野马般 凝视心中幻影
Cooler in theory, but not if you force it
理想中多美好 强求却失了味道
To be, it just didn't happen
命中注定 却擦肩而过
So if you want to break my cold, cold heart
若你想融化我冰冷的心房
Say you loved me
说你曾爱过我
And if you want to tear my world apart
若你想将我的世界粉碎
Say you'll always wonder
说你会永远牵挂
'Cause I wonder
因为我还在想
Will I always
是否永远
Will I always wonder?
是否永远都猜不透