happiness
Album: evermore(2020)
Honey, when I'm above the trees
亲爱的 当我飞越树梢
I see this for what it is
我看透这虚伪假象
But now I'm right down in it, all the years I've given
如今我深陷其中，岁月尽付东流
Is just shit we're dividin' up
这不过是场可笑的争夺
Showed you all of my hiding spots
我向你袒露所有藏身角落
I was dancing when the music stopped
音乐戛然而止 我仍独自起舞
And in the disbelief, I can't face reinvention
在迷惘的深渊里 我无力重塑自己
I haven't met the new me yet
我还没遇见崭新的自己
There'll be happiness after you
你走后幸福终会降临
But there was happiness because of you
只因有你 幸福满溢
Both of these things can be true
两种可能都说得通
There is happiness
幸福就在眼前
Past the blood and bruise
越过伤痕与痛楚
Past the curses and cries
越过那咒骂与哭喊
Beyond the terror in the nightfall
夜色渐沉 恐惧蔓延
Haunted by the look in my eyes
眼中那抹忧伤挥之不去
That would've loved you for a lifetime
愿用一生去爱你
Leave it all behind
把一切抛在身后
And there is happiness
幸福就在眼前
Tell me, when did your winning smile
告诉我 你灿烂的笑容何时消逝
Begin to look like a smirk?
笑意渐渐爬上嘴角
When did all our lessons start to look like weapons
何时我们的对白 化作刀锋相对
Pointed at my deepest hurt?
你刺痛我最深的伤？
I hope she'll be a beautiful fool
愿她做个美丽的傻瓜
Who takes my spot next to you
谁将取代我 依偎你身旁
No, I didn't mean that
不，这不是我的真心话
Sorry, I can't see facts through all of my fury
抱歉 怒火蒙蔽了我的双眼
You haven't met the new me yet
你还未曾见过现在的我
There'll be happiness after me
幸福终会降临 在我离去之后
But there was happiness because of me
因我而生的幸福在蔓延
Both of these things, I believe
这两件事 我都深信不疑
There is happiness
幸福就在眼前
In our history, across our great divide
在时光长河里 我们曾隔岸相望
There is a glorious sunrise
绚烂朝阳正升起
Dappled with the flickers of light
斑驳光影轻轻摇曳
From the dress I wore at midnight, leave it all behind
午夜裙摆轻扬 将过往都遗忘
And there is happiness
幸福就在眼前
I can't make it go away by making you a villain
将你妖魔化 也抹不去这伤疤
I guess it's the price I paid for seven years in Heaven
或许这就是我 七年天堂换来的代价
And I pulled your body into mine
我将你轻轻拥入怀中
Every goddamn night, now I get fake niceties
每个该死的夜晚 我都在假笑敷衍
No one teaches you what to do
没人教会你如何面对
When a good man hurts you
当善良的人让你心碎
And you know you hurt him, too
你也明白 伤他最深的是你
Honey, when I'm above the trees
亲爱的 当我飞越树梢
I see it for what it is
我看透这虚假的伪装
But now my eyes leak acid rain on the pillow where you used to lay your head
如今我泪如酸雨 浸湿你曾枕过的温柔
After giving you the best I had
倾尽所有给你最好的我
Tell me what to give after that
告诉我还能付出什么
All you want from me now is the green light of forgiveness
此刻你只想要我 给出原谅的绿灯
You haven't met the new me yet
你还未曾见过如今的我
And I think she'll give you that
我想她会成全你的心愿
There'll be happiness after you
你走后幸福终会降临
But there was happiness because of you, too
可你曾给过我幸福的理由
Both of these things can be true
两样心事 都算真心
There is happiness
幸福就在眼前
In our history, across our great divide
在时光长河里 跨越重重距离
There is a glorious sunrise
绚烂朝阳正升起
Dappled with the flickers of light
斑驳光影在轻轻摇曳
From the dress I wore at midnight, leave it all behind
午夜裙摆轻扬 将过往都遗忘
Oh, leave it all behind
把一切抛在身后
Leave it all behind
把一切都抛在身后
And there is happiness
幸福就在眼前