我总学不会 适应这改变
I've been having a hard time adjusting
我曾拥有最闪亮的车轮 如今却已锈迹斑斑
I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
不知你是否在意我归期
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
那件事让我满心遗憾
I have a lot of regrets about that
把车停在路边 眺望远方
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
本可随恐惧坠入深渊
Could've followed my fears all the way down
也许我不知该如何开口
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
而我此刻伫立在你门前
But I'm here in your doorway
只想让你明白我的心
I just wanted you to know
这就是我努力的模样
That this is me trying
只想让你明白我的心
I just wanted you to know
这就是我努力的模样
That this is me trying
他们说我的牢笼 不过是心魔作祟
They told me all of my cages were mental
于是我醉得像浪费掉的才华
So I got wasted like all my potential
愤怒时我的话语如利箭穿心
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
那件事让我满心遗憾
I have a lot of regrets about that
我曾遥遥领先 却坠入无尽轮回
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
落在同学身后 我独自徘徊至此
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
向陌生人倾吐心底的忧伤
Pourin' out my heart to a stranger
可我没倒那杯苦酒
But I didn't pour the whiskey
只想让你明白我的心
I just wanted you to know
这就是我努力的模样
That this is me trying
只想让你明白我的心
I just wanted you to know
这就是我努力的模样
That this is me trying
至少我已尽力而为
At least I'm trying
派对狂欢却倍感孤单
And it's hard to be at a party
当我的心像伤口般赤裸
When I feel like an open wound
这世界已无处可逃
It's hard to be anywhere these days
当全世界我只想要你
When all I want is you
你是胶片里闪回的旧时光
You're a flashback in a film reel
小镇的荧幕上 故事正开场
On the one screen in my town
我只想让你明了
And I just wanted you to know
这就是我的努力（也许我不知该从何说起）
That this is me trying (And maybe I don't quite know what to say)
只想让你明白我的心
I just wanted you to know
这就是我努力的模样
That this is me trying
至少我已尽力而为
At least I'm trying
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