this is me trying
Album: folklore(2020)
I've been having a hard time adjusting
我总学不会 适应这改变
I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
我曾拥有最闪亮的车轮 如今却已锈迹斑斑
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
不知你是否在意我归期
I have a lot of regrets about that
那件事让我满心遗憾
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
把车停在路边 眺望远方
Could've followed my fears all the way down
本可随恐惧坠入深渊
And maybe I don't quite know what to say
也许我不知该如何开口
But I'm here in your doorway
而我此刻伫立在你门前
I just wanted you to know
只想让你明白我的心
That this is me trying
这就是我努力的模样
I just wanted you to know
只想让你明白我的心
That this is me trying
这就是我努力的模样
They told me all of my cages were mental
他们说我的牢笼 不过是心魔作祟
So I got wasted like all my potential
于是我醉得像浪费掉的才华
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
愤怒时我的话语如利箭穿心
I have a lot of regrets about that
那件事让我满心遗憾
I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere
我曾遥遥领先 却坠入无尽轮回
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
落在同学身后 我独自徘徊至此
Pourin' out my heart to a stranger
向陌生人倾吐心底的忧伤
But I didn't pour the whiskey
可我没倒那杯苦酒
I just wanted you to know
只想让你明白我的心
That this is me trying
这就是我努力的模样
I just wanted you to know
只想让你明白我的心
That this is me trying
这就是我努力的模样
At least I'm trying
至少我已尽力而为
And it's hard to be at a party
派对狂欢却倍感孤单
When I feel like an open wound
当我的心像伤口般赤裸
It's hard to be anywhere these days
这世界已无处可逃
When all I want is you
当全世界我只想要你
You're a flashback in a film reel
你是胶片里闪回的旧时光
On the one screen in my town
小镇的荧幕上 故事正开场
And I just wanted you to know
我只想让你明了
That this is me trying (And maybe I don't quite know what to say)
这就是我的努力（也许我不知该从何说起）
I just wanted you to know
只想让你明白我的心
That this is me trying
这就是我努力的模样
At least I'm trying
至少我已尽力而为