Guilty As Sin?
Album: THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT(2024)
Drowning in the Blue Nile
沉溺在尼罗河的深蓝
He sent me "Downtown Lights"
他发来《Downtown Lights》的旋律
I hadn't heard it in a while
好久没听这旋律
My boredom's bone-deep
倦意已渗入骨髓
This cage was once just fine
这牢笼曾让我心安
Am I allowed to cry?
我能否放声哭泣？
I dream of cracking locks
我梦见撬开重重心锁
Throwing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks
将生命抛向狼群或礁石
Crashing into him tonight, he's a paradox
今夜与他擦肩而过，他像谜一样难捉摸
I'm seeing visions, am I bad?
我眼前浮现幻象 是否已迷失方向
Or mad? Or wise?
是疯癫 还是看穿
What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
若他只在心底 为我刻下专属印记
One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
一步踏错 又坠入迷宫的怀抱
Oh, what a way to die
爱到尽头竟如此美丽
I keep recalling things we never did
回忆里全是未完成的曾经
Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts
凌乱的唇印交错 多想重温那场邂逅
Without ever touching his skin
未曾触碰他的体温
How can I be guilty as sin?
我怎会罪孽深重
I keep these longings locked
我把思念深锁在心底
In lowercase, inside a vault
小写的心事 锁进保险柜
Someone told me there's no such thing as bad thoughts
有人告诉我 恶念本就不存在
Only your actions talk
只有你的行动在诉说
These fatal fantasies giving way to labored breath
这致命幻想 让我呼吸都沉重
Taking all of me, we've already done it in my head
在脑海中 我们早已爱得彻底
If it's make-believe
若这不过是场幻梦
Why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow?
为何这誓言像烙印 深深刻在你我心底
What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
若他只在心底 为我刻下专属印记
One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
一步踏错 又坠入迷宫的怀抱
Oh, what a way to die
爱到尽头竟如此美丽
My bedsheets are ablaze, I've screamed his name
床单燃成火焰，我哭喊他的名字
Building up like waves crashing over my grave
浪潮翻涌 淹没我的坟茔
Without ever touching his skin
未曾触碰他的体温
How can I be guilty as sin?
我怎会罪孽深重
What if I roll the stone away?
若我推开这沉重的石墙
They're gonna crucify me anyway
反正他们都要将我钉上十字架
What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?
若你拥抱我的方式 就是神圣的模样
If long-suffering propriety is what they want from me
若他们要我隐忍守礼
They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly
他们不懂你如何让我魂牵梦萦
I choose you and me religiously
我虔诚地选择与你相守
What if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
若他只在心底 刻下专属印记
One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
一步踏错 又坠入迷宫的怀抱
Oh, what a way to die
爱到尽头竟如此美丽
I keep recalling things we never did
回忆里全是未完成的曾经
Messy top lip kiss, how I long for our trysts
凌乱的唇印交错 多想重温那场邂逅
Without ever touching his skin
未曾触碰他的体温
How can I be guilty as sin?
我怎会罪孽深重
He sent me "Downtown Lights"
他发来《城市灯火》的旋律
I hadn't heard it in a while
好久没听这旋律
Am I allowed to cry?
我能否放声哭泣？